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[preachan_sidhe]

I have done nothing but cry the last three night. This is necessary and terrible. I will pull through but holy fuck, 5 years of music ruined by ego trips.

Denise has no idea that when the original band leader wanted to get rid of her, I rallied and brought Jon in, promising we'd bring her ass up to speed. She doesn't know and I probably won't tell her because I'm not cruel.


But mean people suck. Egotistical people who want something without work suck.

Denise says I make "them" feel inadequate. Her and the terrible drummer. Well, they are. I was ok working with people who aren't on my skill level. The only thing making them inadequate is their shitty attitude and that's out of my hands.

Fuck.

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[ak-poison13.livejournal.com]

Fuckin whispering Sandy eye. I wish I lived closer, I would bring ice cream and something nice ;) ;) *huge hugs* ppl are dicks, and karma is a bitch

[a-chromatic-sea.livejournal.com]

Fuck em. You're better off, especially without the dramalama that is Denise. Because I'm a bitter, blackhearted asshole when shit like this happens to me, I absolutel would have brought up rallying her her when they tried kicking HER out... you're a better person than I am!

For years, you've dealt with this garbage and now you're free from it. I know it hurts and feels like a betrayal (and in a lot of ways, it fucking is), but now you have the chance to find *actual* musicians to play with who actually want to *improve their musicality* and not just play the same standards over and over, diva it up at festivals, and replace a longtime bandmate with a Facebook post.

Onwards and upwards!!! :)

[i-control-me.livejournal.com]

It's like a breakup and you're totally allowed time to grieve. I think Denise any spitefulness you decide to toss her way by letting her know that you stood up for her before, but that's just me. You have to do what feels right for you.

You're moving on to better, but allow yourself your grief so you don't get hung up on it later.

[ewigweibliche.livejournal.com]

Oh my dear. <3

Awful people are awful. You are so much better than that.